Loyalty can be forgotten by some, it doesn’t pay but don’t give up on it as a great quality of yours. Some will always be judged by their actions as opposed to their words – look, observe more than listen. Dont lose faith in yourself, you have achieved a lot and will achieve more through learning.

It Is not others that i should be upset with but myself. I didn’t see the warning signs and if i did I ignored them. I can’t control those more interested in themselves – move on and let them exist without you in their universe. Show true friendship and loyalty again:-

to those who answer the call and don’t desert,
to those who embrace with feeling and not through habit,
to those who appear rather than disappear, to those who respond and sense the need than those who run from,
to those who you would give yourself to and everything you entail and not those who only know friend as a word.