I cling to my individual rituals until

I find my partner to create our own together

I’m falling without even knowing it

My body has forgotten the sensation

I’m spiraling and need to brake or break

It is as if i am waiting for that something to happen to shake myself out

It has happened i just didn’t react fast enough and fell back to hit reset

I have lost my rock and i am unanchored – untethered from reason and now i am going on without direction. I can tell others what to do but am unable to direct myself

To achieve a breakthrough you sometimes have to break