I was wondering about developing this device to help me find my last partner in life.
I feed in my history and my hopes and dreams and it points the way to find them.
Unfortunately it does not predict the time and distance it will take.
And as much as that continues to disappoint I then realize and smile that the device only has one arrow for one direction – always forward and never back – keep moving.
Loneliness drives me but won’t sustain me
It directs me to the choices I shouldn’t make
It guides me to darkness within
I look for the light and companionship to compliment by complex being and change my direction
Stop looking for reasons to disqualify me.
You will always find one.
It just means you are protecting yourself from the connection that can only be felt when you make yourself vulnerable and open to letting go and accepting us all as imperfect.
Failure comes to all of us sometimes whether in our personal life or work life. Failure is viewed through our own lenses and we tend to internalize it and let it devour us. There is no harm in letting that failure take us for a bit as it helps us learn about ourselves and what is means to not be successful. It also can awaken us to look more clearly at what we do have around us and what can be successes that we don’t see and almost take for granted.
Raising our kids, holding down a job, being a friend – because ultimately we turn it around. We go back out with positive intentions and life surprises us with new experiences, new relationships and even greater success.
Sometimes life can build to greater success if you just hit the pause , take a deep breath and appreciate who you have become.
You will find ‘better’ when you least expect it and at the strangest times
Sometimes life can build to greater success if you just hit the pause , take a deep breath and appreciate who you have become.
You will find ‘better’ when you least expect it and at the strangest times
The kiss changes everything,
Clear thoughts are gone – reason thrown to the winds to float away,
Lost in the moment, anything possible
Take me away and don’t let me return
Your life moves whether you do or not and the road it follows can take many turns. Too many times we wait at those forks in the road for something to happen. I have become aware that waiting only sees you stall and traffic pass you by.
Stalling in my world means waiting to find my last true love in life. However, this can ensure a lack of making memories with friends and family.
So let life continue and let me travel my road. When that person I am waiting for arrives, then let it be at the right junction and point on the map.
I have laid myself bare to the ravages of emotions and endangered myself to its hold on me
I see only distance between where I stand and safety – the path uncertain to get there
I focus on the false hope and full pain and can’t envision the potential for unimagined joy
So do you retreat to lessen the pain – play it safe and never move forward?
You spend your time hoping and aching to find that partner in life you can lose yourself in. It can sometimes seem so far that you retreat within yourself and then out of the blue it may appear and you feel fear.
Fear of losing the control on your pent up emotions of closeness and desire and fear in that openess leaving you vulnerable.
Master the fear and remember it is better to battle that than stay behind your lines of defence and cower in the corner scared to look up and face the world and embrace its emotions.
Find Your Home…
Find your home.
It is where the light is when times are dark.
It can be found in your loving partner, the children we treasure, the family we belong to or the friends we share.
All are there to hold and protect us in our times of need.
You feel your sails catch the breeze and plot a course to them.
My Complimentary Being 