Will I shed those tears, as I enter the last chapters of my life, for that lost love – the one that was meant to be but slipped through my hands – or will those tears be for finally finding that complimentary being who will hold me until my breath no longer enters this universe
I look across the frozen pure lake and the many sights and look for you.
In the woods, between the trees and under the fallen trunks.
In the park by the swings and slides and under the bridge…
And then I slowly lift my head up and realize that I’m looking in the wrong place and the wrong time
You are out there somewhere, breathing in life and everything around you – are you thinking of me?
You are out there with the same hope I have and enjoying the possibility – are you hoping for me?
You are out there – please find us
I wrote this some time ago about a First Encounter Feeling. The kind of feeling that doesn’t happen often but once experienced you know …
Nervousness leads to nervousness
Meeting her leads to regular breathing
She takes the bad away and replaces with comfort
She is everything you thought and an ocean more
You swim in delight of her company
She makes you feel in touch with her
Touch is not touch but unseen
She floats in front of you, a vision
Questions follow answers follow questions
One part conversation leads to further
Your attention unwavering – will it ever cease
You hope not – you hope never
Time moves on the clock but not here
No movement is seen except from her mouth
No noise except from her lips
Will the spell ever be broken?
There are so many people you can meet – it was you and now it always will be you!!!
Loyalty can be forgotten by some, it doesn’t pay but don’t give up on it as a great quality of yours. Some will always be judged by their actions as opposed to their words – look, observe more than listen. Dont lose faith in yourself, you have achieved a lot and will achieve more through learning.
It Is not others that i should be upset with but myself. I didn’t see the warning signs and if i did I ignored them. I can’t control those more interested in themselves – move on and let them exist without you in their universe. Show true friendship and loyalty again:-
to those who answer the call and don’t desert,
to those who embrace with feeling and not through habit,
to those who appear rather than disappear, to those who respond and sense the need than those who run from,
to those who you would give yourself to and everything you entail and not those who only know friend as a word.
What is waiting
It is a dull pain
An expectant feeling
A desire awaiting
A feeling to fulfill
Waiting for you, for a sight of you, a glance or look, a message, conversation. It drains me, it turns me in on myself as i wait for you to bring me out, make me whole
I scream inside for you, my whole body aches to hear you, please come back
It is self inflicted torture and punishment.
It is mood changing, it leaves me hopeless and in despair
This is so hard
You want my honesty – it is laid bare
The world around you changes every single day
Are you present in it, can you feel it
Open yourself to change as the earth accepts each rain drop
Absorb it and let it nourish you
I used to write a thought each day and I will share some of them
Thought of the day :
How do you ride the great river of emotion – it reaches heights as it plunges to depths – each time it continues on and finds ways to survive
Maybe it becomes easier as it expands and joins another 🙂
The degrees by which you do things defines you. I was thinking how we all have the same things in our lives to a greater or lesser degree – it is how we approach them and the importance we put on them that truly explains us. Family, friends, exercise, our pets, our favorite teams, music – all areas we have a greater or lesser degree invested in.
Some hold their job and the effort they put into it above their family. Others will do anything for friends regardless of the cost. None are wrong it just tells us more about the person we are looking at.
My kids I surround completely and am there if they need me and when I am with them I envelope them
My family is every degree and I miss those I am far away from but they are part of me
My partner will be inside my pores and I will never let them slip from my consciousness
My friends, those who are truly friends, will only have to ask,and sometimes not, and I will be there
All i want is…..
A complimentary being who stands out like a rose in bloom among the grass
All i want is…..
A life to satisfy, a journey of interest, moments in time
All i want is…..
Every piece of life’s puzzle, to understand the picture
All i want is…..
You
My Complimentary Being 