The world changes and you either feel ahead or behind
And as you watch you reflect or feel transparent
The journey to find feels as though you are on a different plain
Where you are seeing those above or below but not parallel
The gap too big to jump track
Concerned of being left behind you struggle in how to relate
The journey shouldn’t have the be alone but is
I watch the light appear slowly in the early hours of the morning and another turning of natures clock sees the light grow less each day through this season, and i continue to move with this cycle.
And as we change in our appearance so we change unseen inside and if we listen to ourselves closely and take time to let our thoughts wander we can begin to understand.
I listen and contemplate those changes and slowly it dawns on me that the cycle of time is impacting what I desire and what I want to be. I am moving towards that complimentary being, I am moving towards the understanding of me and the finding of you.
You are providing me a depth to explore, a wanting to grow into you and find us.
Stop looking for reasons to disqualify me.
You will always find one.
It just means you are protecting yourself from the connection that can only be felt when you make yourself vulnerable and open to letting go and accepting us all as imperfect.
I have laid myself bare to the ravages of emotions and endangered myself to its hold on me
I see only distance between where I stand and safety – the path uncertain to get there
I focus on the false hope and full pain and can’t envision the potential for unimagined joy
So do you retreat to lessen the pain – play it safe and never move forward?
I miss that feeling in meeting someone special out for a moment
A shared time together to talk, laugh and enjoy each other’s presence
Too much today is gone in the blink of an eye – I’m guilty of distraction and short attention. Imagine committing to time and immersing yourself
Just relaxing with someone you feel connected with and block out the day to day
Turn off the phone, focus on that unique person with which you agree that moment
Take a drive to the wilderness and capture a quiet space and make it yours
Just sit and let the mind relax and wander
I listened to two pieces of music at the weekend that centered me and brought a deep feeling to my core. I shared them with a friend and they were inside me
I started my yoga session with them in my head playing the whole time and as I entered my final resting position they were there creating a sense, a connection within and as I slowly opened my eyes and turned to my right the thought entered my head
Be next to me in the dark and let me open my eyes and see you and smile
Can you feel that warmth,
can you sense that distraction – I do.
I hold you close but just out of reach
I crave your attention – your words.
Are you aware of the closeness despite the distance,
are you next to me in want – I am
The invisible embrace of you.
The constant picture, that inside smile.
My Complimentary Being 