Leaving

I know and am so aware your time with me grows shorter
I try to enjoy and focus on your smiles and just being with you
I know it will end and I feel so incredibly sad that I only think about it and tears appear
I wish I lived closer and time with you was more – I wish I had not made my mistakes
I pray u forgive me even if I haven’t forgiven myself

It becomes the hardest day of the year – so much to say but no words come out
Be safe, be happy, miss me a bit

I return home but it’s not the same – what was peaceful before you came is now empty, alone with you gone